Today is another crap day... chinese teacher crap, ss teacher also crap... found out some things i dun wanna know. But, wad is told is told. Dunno wads wrong also... Come home tok to mei, found out she and her bf break liaos... read wad they talk about, makes mi realize relationships are so scary things. Haha...wad they talked abt suddenly make mi feel so down... now also dunno wad to write liaos...Hiaz... wad they say kinda reminded or myself bahs... i used to b like them... feeling so loved at one moment in time, den jus lost everything in a blink of an eye. Feelings fade, 3rd party... haha sth wrong with mi today bahs... Im wasting tissue paper while typing this entry (if u get wad i mean)... Wads wrong with mi today? Hmm... i also dunno... maybe i have jus been deciving myself bahs. Telling ppl im fine when im not? Acting like im fine but im not? Thinking tat im fine but id not true? Maybe bahs...trying to run away from reality, trying to decive myself... Finalli realized i can run away from it, try to avoid it, but the problem will never b solved, and it will still b there...
No point crying over spilt milk bahs... wads over is over... moreover, ppl dun care how i feel...
Treasure wad u have before you lose it, dun cry when u lose it, cos u deserve it... I love yr smile, i need yr hug... I miss yr voice, i wan yr love...I can't go back to they way i used to be...
